Thursday, August 27, 2015

One of Those Days

SO!

Sorry to be a Debby Downer, but I feel like I need to let out some frustrations. Well, one in particular.

I HATE HAVING BRACES. I am 18 years old, and I have BRACES. And, yes... I have already had them for over a month, and have already thrown my fits about it... But it just isn't getting any easier for me and I don't know why. Well, maybe I do.

Really, 18 isn't even that old at all. But I am applying for jobs left and right, some big and full-time, some small, part-time and just help until I can support myself on my own. BUT I just had a 2 part interview for a server position, and they never called.. They were supposed to call by tonight, and IMMEDIATELY my mind goes to the fact that I have braces and that I can't do anything adult-like because I HAVE BRACES!!!!

And it's very likely that they will call me tomorrow and either say I got the job or tell me really why I didn't, but until then... It's because I am an adult with the train tracks of a middle schooler.

Okay so my mind is in a million different places and I am just here to say that ITS OKAY TO GET FRUSTRATED AND BE SAD THAT YOU HAVE TO GET BRACES FOR THE ZILLIONTH TIME AND YOU CAN HAVE A BREAKDOWN WITHOUT BEING AN EMOTIONAL WRECK!!!! ITS OKAAAYYYYYYYYY! we are okay :)

And we are back to SO! I really write posts when i'm feeling down in a desperate attempt to cheer myself, and thankfully it always works!
Obviously there are other ways to cheer yourself up.. some of them being:

  • Sing a happy song
  • Listen to your favorite (happy) songs
  • Talk to people that you love and can be happy around (not about your problems)
  • Put on your favorite outfit and go to your favorite place to eat
  • Write a poem about how awesome you are
  • Write down why you are feeling bad and BURN IT!!!!
  • Smile smile smile!! Even if you don't want to.. Science says it works, sooooo ;)

ANYWAYS SORRY FOR BEING SO CAPS HAPPY IM EITHER SUPER FRUSTRATED OR SUPER ENTHUSIASTIC HAVING BRACES SUCKS BUT BEING YOUR HAPPY BEAUTIFUL SELF IS SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT! Have a good school year for anyone going back, and a good rest of your 2015 for anyone not currently in school. 
and hey, at least I don't still look like this 


XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOOOOOXXXXOXOOOXOXOOXO :)